yeah, latley i have been listening to there music heaps, i have always really liked them but i cant stop listening to them lately. i went to there concert and fuck cunt motherlicker got way to drunk and got kicked out. however i was at the front for quiet awhile and one of the dudes from Ratatat was hitting my bottle with his drum sticks. it was a nice experiance. haha. sad that i can hardly remember. ughhh.
last weekend i was the biggest cunt to one of my best friends, i feel so terrible, like words cannot explain how much this person means to me and hes fragile like i am and i just cant beleive i did that to him. i cant even remember any of the night. but fuck my doctor hasd put me of epillesy pills and i dont even have it. fuck and i think thats why i was so out of it, going nutter. i had 3 glasses of goon mixed with fanta. and cant remember any of the night, i face planted into the concrete and i have scratches and bruises all over my body, and hit my head on the gutter, concussion?. thats not normal to forget all of that. not trying to make up excuses, still my fault i put my friend through all of that and i will never get over it. never! i feel like the worst person ever!! i love him so much, i'm so shit! err
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